So, I've got my result, SPM result. Nah, it's not that good but Alhamdulillah. Everything happens for a reason. It's also my fault for not studying properly. hehe. and I don't even credits in my favourite subject and that's the most regretable things for me. I cried all day long thinking how much dissapointed my parents and my teachers is. My friends get good results so good for them :")
After result, I have to update my Upu and the most upset things is finally here, I have to give up all of my favourite course. Actually, I don't have any particular course that I like or dreaming that I'll learn it someday because I am that type of person who loves whatever I am or I'll going through (as expected from AB blood type person) but at least I want to participate in popular course too T_T/ooops.
So, that's it. However, everyone is asking me what I'm going to choose. Guise, please, stop asking cause I will just accept anything I get offered. You know, I can't keep waiting for my favourite course to come before my eyes cause that's not gonna happen but I am hoping that I will get good course T_T/pray for me.
However Alhamdulillah Allah still gives me chances to fix myself. Eventhough I cried everytime I think about it, I quickly reflect myself and convince myself not to lose hope. I'm sure Allah has something better for me in the future InshaAllah. I would like to Thanks my teachers. I think the people that are will to sacrifices everything for us are them. Without them, I am absolute nothing. Every words of their speech gives thousands meanings. High school memories was the best memories. Yes, we goes through a lot of obstacles before our graduation but I believe that the obstacles will make us stronger.
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